<< Are you a violent white male? | Main | Buy back in >> February 12, 2007 >> How am I not myself? I've had a sinking feeling in my stomach the last few days, whenever I try to talk or act or do something that should be me. "Should be me." Aren't I me no matter what I do? Isn't that, I don't know, some kind of understood assumption? It doesn't feel like it. It feels like I'm watching my body blunder around, unwieldy and new to the world, and my tongue expands in my mouth and becomes a foreign invasion, and my fingers move of their own accord and nothing feels right today. Or yesterday. It's very unsettling. Like finding out you're actually a tiny little robot who has grown used to his control seat in the Clemensbrain, but the brain has risen up against you and decided to strike out on its own. But where does the robot go next? And how am I not myself? Posted by Chris at 11:39 AM >> Commentations (0)
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